Heartbreaker

Tell me wrong. Tell me those dark eyes wouldn't melt your heart. He's my lil heartbreaker. He's going to melt girls hearts one day. One day he will find a girl that he will fall madly in love with...until then ill be happy to be the only love in his life. He doesn't know it but I'm training him to be a good husband before he's even two. Gotta keep up the Converse tradition. Flowers, snuggles, romance and maybe some jewellery here and there. He's going to be a great Prince Charming.

**picture below is him bringing me some flower bouquets** the picture that isnt shown is of me and my heart melting**

Bachlorette

Ok,

I'm not the hugest bachlor/bachlorette fan but I do enjoy it here and there. I saw someone post there top 5 that they thought would 'win' I figured 'what the hay' and I would do the same! Feel free to post your predictions!

Firstly in usually wrong haha and usually most the guys are 'whack jobs' and so who knows. Maybe half way through ill post again who I think is going to win.

Oh the things we do to keep our nights interesting when we are stuck home in the evenings after having kids. 

Here we go...my bachlorette predictions!!

Spring memories of you

I get these moments.

They are usually in spring time.

Daffodils, they used to always brighten up your windowsill, now I use them to brighten up mine with memories of you.

When roses start to fill the air with delightful smells. I remembered how much you adored the soft pink ones. 

When the dogwood trees start to bloom you would tell me how they where always your favorite tree.

You held my hand, you taught me how to be a lady, you embraced me for me and encouraged my quirks. 

I miss you so much during these seasons especially when I look at my sweet Audrey&Beckham. I wish you could have known them, wish you could have held them. I will plant roses, daffodils and dogwoods wherever we live, I will tell my sweet babes stories of me and my grandma. 

It feels like it was just yesterday since our last goodbye, but how my memory has faded such simple things like the memory of your smell and color of your eyes. Although more and more when I look at Audrey, I see a lot of you in her eyes. Good thing I know the brand of your favorite perfume, so everytime I'm shopping all it takes is one spray for the memory of your presence to linger for the rest of the day. 

I pray I can be the woman you where. So strong and loving and sincere. Such a Godly woman. You left me impacted in so many ways. It will be the most delightful day to have your hug again. I'm so blessed to know ill see you again in heaven one day. 

7:55

55mins past bedtime

Reason #98 for getting out of bed.

'I have to go poop because I'm farting'

Bah, Friday nights never got classier.

Big Ouchy

Audrey came running into my room this morning. She shouted.'Mommy, Christopher Robin have me a big ouchy on my foot!!' I'm pretty sure she was having some wild Winnie the Pooh dreams last night.

Preschool open house

Audrey is 3,

That means in the fall she starts preschool. Oh man how is she big enough to go? I'm a little sad to see her go and a little excited for one on one time with Beckham. 

I took her to Preschool open house at LCS (Langley Christian) today. She was absolutely over the moon excited. She especially loved the science center where they had bugs (in plastic molds) that you could look at with a magnifying glass! She is going to do so fabulous! 

She had absolutely NO anxiety about being there or maybe being left. I'm pretty sure when that time comes that she will be the kid that say, 'ok see ya later mom' while I quietly sob. No more babies. All grown up. Sob. 

I'm excited for her to grow, for her to learn for her to be challenged and develop little relationships!

From bugs to slugs

Last year on her 3rd birthday she was obsessed with 'bugs bugs bugs' it was her favourite book, her favourite show was just zoomed in ants walking across the screen. I'm starting to notice a trend.

She turned 3 on Sunday and is constantly on the hunt for 'slugs'

Bugs I could handle...slugs...well they are much worse. I would totally lose my cool if she came at me with one.

Lets just pray that for her 4th birthday she isn't asking for a snake *shiver*