Beautiful Places

Places I've tossed my cookies. I know you all want to know

Kitchen Sink
Bathroom
Hot tub
Hospital hallway
Forest
Tent
Car (hooray for Tupperware)
Side of road
Hospital bed
Hospital bathroom
Hospital lounge
Bathtub (so gross, and followed by an immediate shower)
Students bathroom
Ferry
Hallway to bathroom
In a towel
In a safeway bag with a hole :(
Grocery store

Best 16 months...ever.



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Were is it?

Were is my optimism? I just can't find it. I feel like I'm turning into a bitter, cold, angry shrew.

Everyday just feels so dark.
I know it could be worse but honestly I don't see it. It feels just about as bad as it could get.

I think I'm struggling especially because this is round two of pregnancies from hell. I'm a Christian and I love Jesus. Man if I could think of what hell would be like it would be a lot like pregnancy.


-alone
-miserable
-gut wrenching
-anguish
-sorrow
-heart break (miss my man&girl)

I'm so glad I'm a christian because hell will be worse and man I'm not cut out for worse then pregnancy.

10 weeks pregnant and screaming from the inside out 'get this baby out'. So ready to just have my baby. Just want to fast forward this nightmare.


I can't believe I'm this sick again. So lame. Seriously.

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Classy

Nothing says classy like...


-Barfing out your nose
-Running out of a room 'tossing your cookies' because someone brought in food and you smelled it
-Crying at the nurses station because you can't go back to your room because it smells like food
-Sitting in the IV lounge watching tv when a KFC commercial comes on you start dry heaving and all the blood transfusion patients look at you like you're crazy until you explain you're pregnant...and the worst pregnant woman ever.

Did I mention this all was today?

Pregnancy kicks my butt.
When I get better I'm going to kick somones butt...or maybe not someone but maybe I'll kick over my IV pole! This is me, I'm pregnant, I'm sassy so don't mess with me I'll barf on you.




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This is the blog anouncement!

Welcoming a new darling September 2011!


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I'm Sorry.

I shouldn't be a cranky-puss blogger. Not my intentions. Okay it prob was my short term intention. It's just a hard season. I can't really get into great detail. I just haven't been feeling that great and being a mom, wife, friend or anything when you aren't feeling well can be oh so challenging. I know I should look on the bright side that I know it's relatively short term but it's hard when it feels oh so long term.

I am so grateful for a man who more then picks up the slack when I'm dragging! He is my hero! I am also thankful for a gracious baby that sleeps so well (Praise the Lord!) I know it's a season. I know the Lord doesn't give us more then we can handle. It just feels like my cup is full.

I will get through this season
I will still count my blessings even when it's hard
I will still smile at least once a day
This season will go fast haha or it better!


Sometimes (yesterday) it's easier to have a little pity party and proclaim your misery. I'm going to try and focus on the positive haha.

I'm sorry for the pity party.
I'll try not to have to many more ;)


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Peace like a river?

Peace like a river?
The only way this river is going to give me peace is if it drowns me. That sounds peaceful. Yup, Mrs.Optimism turned pessimistic and for sure has her panties in a twist. That's why I haven't blogged. If you don't have anything nice to say don't say anything at all. Well these days I'm a grumbling grouchy fool.
Boo.


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I walk

Mommy says you did it at 7 months, Daddy said it didn't could until now...either way we have a walker on our hands. Cheers to a brand new chapter


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On Strike

Well not officially but unofficially. My iPhone died and then my blogging stopped. I do have my hubbys itouch so perhaps I have less of an excuse then I think.

With a baby crying in the background, a hubby making dinner and the countdown until 7:30pm on I am writting this blog.

I have missed blogging. It's such a good outlet and super enjoyable for myself. That is why I have decided to start using the itouch. Just means no pictures. That's ok though right?

So we are leaving Audrey for the first time for a long stretch. 9/10 days ish. So crazy. A little nervous. A lot excited. Feeling even more blessed by those who are graciously caring for her. I know she will be loved, cuddled and kissed and I feel at peace (most times). There might be some tears but that's normal right?

Anyways I'm sorry I ditched y'all and I'm glad to be back...back long enough to tell you that I'm ditching this cold weather and heading to the Caribbean!

Cheers to our first baby free vacation. Praying it won't be our last...wink wink grandma I know you read my blog. Loveee you!


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