Our anniversary is Thursday---we are going away to downtown Vancouver for just over 24hrs tomorrow.
I ...was... all chill about leaving my daughter. Not sure if I still am.
My heart feels fluttery. My eyes feel watery. Could I be not ready? I never thought I would feel this way.
We've left her for a couple hours here or there but never this long.
Brent's mom is watching her. I have complete faith in her-she is the most patient, kind, tender, gentle and loving Grandma. It's me-me me me I'm worried about.
I'm not dropping her off until afternoon tomorrow and here I am feeling all emotional the night before.
Honestly I never thought this would be so hard. Wow. It's a weird feeling.
Big breath in big breath out
I can do it
I can have fun
I can be apart from Audrey for 24 hours. She's 10wks old she will be fine.
My prayer tonight is that I can pull it together and be at peace. Brent and I are celebrating four beautiful years of marriage!! I want to have fun and relish in what an amazing hubby I have been blessed with.
- I'll end with this picture of my precious gem. She is starting to suck her fingers sometimes...so cute...then I take them out in hope to avoid orthodontics :)
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